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Care

We make them cry who care for us,
We cry for those who never care for us,
And we care for those who will never care for us,
It is strange yet it is a truth of life.

The day before the big day

Last day....*take a deep breath*

speechless.....

Off i go to library!!

Class 2010

Time is running out...

Is something like you going to reach the finish line in a marathon.

Tired and exhausted yet happy and excited!

Staying focus is the right thing to do now!

Good luck everyone...

The last church service

6/6/10 is my last day to IBC. Felt weird in some way, because i'm attending this church regularly since i'm here in UKR 7 years ago. No matter what have happened, what feeling i have, it's not important at all in this very moment. What i felt is grateful because it provide a stage for me to serve God and to listen to his word and be reminded about things that easily slip away. And i love everyone inside there. No matter those who are already passed by or those who are passing on together or even those who are left behind. Of course Bro Al and family, Bro Kevin and Family and Bro Yeap and Vika for their ministry in the church and us. They are seriously great people. May God continue to bless them and be with them all the way in their life.

We have a graduation celebration at Bro. Kevin place today. It was fun, Although exam is around the corner, the tension is there but everyone willing to give up a little time to gather, laugh and talk together. It's great, because I'm not sure when we will be meeting the next time.

So here is the final week to the exam.....I can't wait it to be over, til then - study hard!

It's about 6 years...

It's June...

Can't really believe myself already half way preparing for my second paper. Next Friday will be my last exam then i can officially leave the school. I will be meeting my parents and relatives the next day in Frankfurt! It's crazy i know. But i'm excited to see them in Europe.

So this coming exam is difficult, no doubt. I'm just trying my very best to repeat everything. It's always not enough time for such a big volume of materials. Some body told me that day:" It's about 6 years what you have studied, not about this few days of study break!" I nodded my head....It's true.... 

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The feeling i'm having now...

~IT'S SUCKSSSSS to MAX~

My wish for you...

My Wish Lyrics | Rascal Flatts

A song to all of you...

Stay positive and strong in whatever situation you're in!!

State Exam 1

I have done with my first Combo exam(Social Med + Hygiene + Pediatrics). It was exhausted.

It wasn't that nervous for me when i was there this morning. Everything went well. When i went to my assigned patient, she was still sleeping soundly. Eventually i have to wake her up just to clerk her in order to get my diagnosis right! Luckily she is nice, and she immediately attended me when she woke up. I was thinking if i were her, i'm surely pissed.

I answered Social Med + Hygiene fisrt. My theoretical question was boring. Not that kind that you can presence alot. Evetually both of the examiner asked me questions( perviously they said there won't be questions from social medicine), luckily i was able to answer.

My Pediatrics questions was alright. I was asked to performce resussitation when i was half way preparing my asnwer. It was quite nerve breaking as you have to handle the "kuku" with care. Thank god i perform perfectly and no mistake was made.

Thank God it was over. And i really need to give thanks to Him because how He brought me through. I'm sure i'm not 100% prepared for everything single thing but His mercy and blessing is with me all the time.

Time for the more difficult Int Med, Surgery and O&G...

 

I'm almost at the finish point....

Back to the uneasy feeling of exam! I always think that i might get psychosis or neurosis due to it!! But i don't consider myself as bad stress taker. So maybe is just me pushing myself too hard (as my mom said)??!!

Since I'm almost at the finish point, maybe I should give myself a last push?!

Result will be out either tomorrow or day after tomorrow! Shall think positively. After all God will lead me through, so why my faith is still small!

Post Krok

Finished my Krok 2 today. It was really tired after the 4 hours of adrenaline pumping...

My heart still pounding fast - post exam syndrome. It's always nervous to wait for the result. It will be out by Friday. Hopefully i will pass. I knew myself well that I'm not good in MCQs. Hope this time i did okay/well to proceed. Well, i would not say the questions were difficult, but the understanding of the questions and mastering of basic knowledge of each and every single diseases is the main problems. Cross finger it turn out well!!

A week to my First Finale - Social Med, Hygiene and Paediatrics. Don't know how it will be. Make me recall of how Sook Har prepared for her exam. Too little time for so many things. And i think it turned out well for her. Still keeping my principe as student - Study what is require, and do the best for everything!

And it come across my mind how nerdy i have turned into.....My friends back home would be surprise about it, but friends over here will agree of the statement!

Gosh....It's okay....NERDY + VAIN but not Bimbo...